The Lord's Song

I am especially glad to say that I can believe that I am really giving You this birthday wish. Because You are real. Lol. So happy birthday! You were born on this day *dance*. I am wondering whether God was like…excited. Or anxious. Or maybe not. If I were Mary I would go crazy hahaha. A barn? And sheep, and goats? And then men bringing expensive gifts? As if having a real baby in her was not enough, with the Holy Spirit overshadowing and all…Haha, I’m sure I would have been afraid that I would give birth and only air would come out!

Okay I am being silly. Back to the point of this post.

Jesus. Thank You so so much. For watching me, for caring and bringing wonderful people in my life: people who do not just make me laugh like mad and make me feel loved, but also support me in the most important thing: leading me to You. Thank You for being real. For just being real. For existing. That is all I really need nowadays; knowing that you are real. You are the coolest person to have ever walked this earth, and nothing is more awesome that the day on which you were born.

Imagine that you left this earth a long time ago, but a bunch of mad people all over the world are still believing in You. Talking to you when they wake up, asking You to help them make decisions, crying out to you when troubles come, feeling Your arms around them in response. Christians, we are mad!

Lord of this crazy earth. Creator of this EARTH. The Creator. Haha, can you Him? What can I give you? What can I give you? Ahh, I don’t know what else to say. This mini post on my little blog on tumblr in this huge wide world can never be enough.

Ahh you know how I am feeling now? Like going on my knees in worship and just bowing at Your greatness. Madness. I never used to understand that kind of worship. Lifting your hands etcetera, man that was just embarrassing! Lol, but then I fell in love and I yearned to hug You. Someone I have never seen physically. Madness.

This post will be unbearably long if I don’t stop. So I will end here. Happy happy birthday Jesus. Forgive me for ..a lot of things. I love You.